the 199th/200th day of the 15th year of my life

Christmas EVE! stoned in church just now la.
damn boring. i think i'm changing.
only few know bout this la.
k after like hours of deliberation, we went to IMM.
a crap place for youths la.
then crap-ped at Coffee Club for like 2 hours?
lol. Mag was like the centre of attraction la,
attracting attention to us. lol. laughing like crazy.
CHEN MEI LI? lol!
k for those who don't get me,
imagine someone laughing loudly,
and infecting those 6 around her,
sitting at the table right in the middle of the coffee club which is right in the middle,
then ya. get the picture? lol.
k i acknowledge, i forgot how to play the guitar,
so i don't know how to play the song THEREFORE BEING JUSTIFIED.
and i know i'm irritating,
but look deeper and you'll find me(maybe you'll have to look very very deep inside the irritation). i love LIT, taught me Appearance Vs Reality.
k now it's Christmas day!
"You'll have no true joy in your heart this Christmas if Christ is not in your heart"
Christmas isn't X'mas. Christ is important in Christmas!
Christmas is to celebrate Christ's advent 2k years ago!
the greatest gift is Christ! he came to die for our sins
and Christmas isn't all bout giving worldly materials la,
who gives a hoot bout worldly stuff la.
and............
YOU WILL HAVE TO ACKNOWLEDGE JESUS IS KING OF KINGS
EITHER IN HEAVEN, OR IN HELL.
NO MATTER WHAT, YOU HAVE TO.
MY ADVICE, ACKNOWLEDGE HIM NOW,
SO WHEN THE TIME COMES, YOU'LL BE IN THE RIGHT PLACE




sorry guys, i havn't bought the cards yet.
i will give it to you all la
thank God for this group of "Sunday School" mates. LOL
shaun,darryl,irvin,joel(my cousin),mag(also my cousin),grace.
k i don't really talk to the rest la. hope Gerald will be more involved next year
and i don't know what i'm typing here.
i'm typing what comes to my hand, or fingers



2203hrs 31/12/06
gloria told me she made up the name Chen Mei Ling.
sorry for not acknowledging the source
=P








sorry for whatever i've done to offend you. ya. tell me if i do. i AM open.

the 190th day of the 15th year of my life

HAIS. so many things happened during this holidays
so many things that changed my life. made it seem alot brighter
until the past few days.
so many misunderstandings
so many stupid things that i shouldn't have done
think she misunderstood me big time. think i did reciprocate
my life seems alot darker now (not because of the heavy rain these days)
but because of this problem
ya since this is public,
i won't elaborate.
only we both and 2 others know. so ya.
we're still good friends hor?
i'm sorry if i've done anything that made you distressed

the 175th day of the 15th year of my life

"Call Me When You're Sober"

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.

Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.



Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.




been listening to this song for quite a while. nice lyrics.
some people really don't talk to me when they're "sober"
believes in some fallacy,then gets "drunk"
haiyo......
zzzz so sians lor the holidays.....
going for sunday school camp in 3 days !!!
but her birthday is in 2 days.......
she's still angry with me........
wth lor. what i REALLY do to cause her to be like this?
stop being proselyte can.get a mind of your own.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
maple is being crappy.
2x drop rate, pq no passes drop. what sia.
k i don't know what i'm blogging.
hope my meimei's ankle will heal fast. =))