Tuesday, May 29, 2007

11 days to my 16th birthday

i know what i am to you already.
just remember all i ever told you.
perhaps dissimulation is a good art to learn.
time to get back to studies.
wth 4th in class. 66th in level.
L1R5 28. crap. this will be dramatically reduced.
time to retrain all my soccer skills.
time to train my tennis serving.
time to train backhand smash for badminton.
ohh i can't wait to watch campus superstar 2!!!

i don't love you,like i did,yesterday.

Friday, May 25, 2007

14 days to my 16th birthday

still so sick!
flu + throat infection = shittt
feeling like shit now.o's on monday! how?!
this sickness has come at the wrong time!
my skills are not improving,they're getting worse!
after getting through, with only wei lei in between the 2 poles, i stroked the ball well wide.

yeah.like that. urghhhhhhhhhh!

i want you to hear it from me.i want you to know.
i love you...........
but i'm to tired to care and i gotta go......

Monday, May 21, 2007

19 days to my 16th birthday

cool. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emerging_Church
i bet city harvest will join this movement.
wow.modernday Christianity;i must say it's very defiled.
hmmm maybe i can put these people on the same level as fanatics?
oh shit.i just realised i can't say much here.i don't have freedom of speech.
well.beware of these modernday denominations.to Christians and Christians-To-Be.
i guess God's word is there for us to accept.don't, and the consequences are dire.
wait,is megalife a church? hmmm maybe. city harvest? errrrrrrrrrrrr.
mega life, mega to signify it's crazily increasing size. harvest? yeah harvest. what? i don't know.
God's word is right, in the end times, there will be more and more FALSE DOCTRINE.
maybe why they appear now is because these founders do know the Bible.
Christ is coming again, so it's quite smart to er, bring your friends to church right?
hmmm use incentives such as "you'll never get sick" or "you'll get rich" or whatsoever.
(suggest more please)
yeah and after telling them this, they brand Christianity as "perfect".
they guess they'll live perfect lives. sure or not?
the closer you are to God, the more trials and tribulations you receive.
perfect example is Job. perhaps most of you "Christians" wouldn't know who he is.
nevermind. to me, the most basic thing to do when you go to a church is to determine if they are teaching the right doctrine. it's not whether the church looks nice, appeals, or whatever crap.
so what if the music moves the body? God wants us to praise him, not the song or songleader.

Friday, May 18, 2007

the 347th day of the 15th year of my life

got back all of my results except chinese listening.
they're like crap lahh.got a b4 for my english when i should be getting A's.
flunked my a maths badly,got a miserable c6.humanities too,screwed up my SBQ.
my combined sciences too were crap.just a B4.lit another c6.total is errrrrrrr
4+4+6+2+6+6=28.can't get into JC. minus my CCA = 26
go poly is =20. whoa! can't even go banking and finance. crap crap crap!

played street just now.now i have cuts on my knees.first touch only kena tripped.
got really tired then just let the opponent win.guess need to improve on my close control.

didn't see you again.was just at your house downstairs.guess you're getting more and more busy.
don't even have time to just chat?reply to sms also can't.hais.nevermind.it's ok.i'm used to it.
i've said all i need to.the rest is up to you.

what else should i blog? errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

the 337th day of the 15th year of my life

screwed up my geog today.maybe lit too.
my e maths and english,my chinese.all screwed big time
now finishing my a maths revision.i need more time.i'm so at a loss.
argh.why does it seem i think more of you when i'm having exams?
when i've finished my papers,i sit there reminiscing.thinking of the past.
do you remember how we sms-ed each other so oftenly?
do you remember how we met?how i kicked the ball away?
do you remember how i spent time with you?accompanying you almost every morning?
do you? well i do. k back to studies. i must have discipline. no more C&C till the 14th.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

the 330th day of the 15th year of my life

studying.think i won't finish my e maths tys.
God will make a way
When there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me.
He will be my guide
hole me closely to His side.
with love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way.

still loving you